Tuesday, 8 March 2011 ; 7:16 pm
Tears, laughter with ♥ just now, finally got his attention. Learn how to skate just now^^
Fell like almost every minute when I stepped onto the board, hahaa.
went home and forgot to exchange back my bracelet with Faiq XD, talked to ♥, laugh with ♥, smiled with ♥, ohh mann~ Love him^^. It's such a happy day for me, pressure a bit 'cause ICA test is coming, not even focus, Mr Chai has been nagging with us to focus on our ICA.
Story time!!!
I thought of giving up on him, but as time goes by, talk things through with him, I realize that it's not him that I'm giving up on, it's my feeling that's been hanging and pulling me down for not continuing to love him, I once made a promise to get to know him for 3 months, support him, show how much I ♥ him, and to prove to him that my heart is just for him and for no one else but him. But sometimes I do wonder, why him? We're not even that close, really hard to contact with & sometimes we have a feeling to love & just let it go. We even had the same feeling like both of us are not even there in each others heart, we're not even there to support each other, it's like we've stepped out from our love world. But I just wanna know one thing, just one thing. Why me? why did he want to know me? I mean I don't even know him and he just asked Ida to help him get my number. Well eu got it now, & why do I feel so far from eu? January, we were so closed to knowing each other, it's like we're being serious, February came, things had gone a distance eversince eu didn't topup your pp8, like I said I'm not blaming eu. February was the challenging moth for me, were my life gets a lil' bit shakey. Be became far, our love are begining to disappear, we even texted about it, and eu said it's a hard feeling to explain, but why is it easy for me to explain it to eu? & eu even agreed with what I said. March came by, that's when we dicovered that something needs to be done, in a split second, we became close again. I appear where eu are, & eu appeared where I am.
I just hope this feelings won't go away, & I want it to stay like this.♥
Abbas finally changed his FB profile pic! haahaa Me, myself & I, Ida, Abbas, we took a silly picture of ourself, dare each other to make it as our display pic, & it's freakingly awesome! with all our silly faces, huahuaa.
To do list:
- Shower
- Eat
- Pack me bag
- Eat again
- Facebooking :)
- Wash my face
- Apply medd at me BUBBLES^^
- Go to my room, hug me lover, kiss me teddy, close my eyes & await for the next day^^
Being random? Ya I guess so. huahuaa♥
