Saturday, 26 February 2011 ; 1:31 pm
I can only picture eu in my head. Why? I don't know.
February was a hurtful month for me, got beaten up, legs swollen & problems with this affair.
Weird 'cause I feel like I'm wasting my time sharing problems with sayang, then end up being ashame to face them, while eventually I go to school, smile, laugh, jokes & act silly, while the rest of my sayangs knows that I'm in deep pain. Struggling to survive the pain.
Always giving the happy-go-lucky faces to people. Smiling to others.
Jyeah, I'm good at giving false faces. Who cares if I'm hurt or not. The only people who cares are my true Sayangs. Why would outsiders care much about my life when eventually they don't even know me that much? Stupid!
Okay going out later, to Ida's house. Karaoke with Ida, Ezah & Qina!!♥
Finally!! I'm gonna meet Qi! I missed her soo freaking fucking much! Hopefully today I can get things off of my head for awhile.
Seriously, I know but I really missed Alep. hahaa Random much jyeah mann~
Fighting with Farhan on fb, he and his Yellow shoes. Goshh~ irrits!!!
