Tuesday, 11 January 2011 ; 9:24 pm
Is crying my best option? She's drinking in the room while lil' brother & I are in the studyroom playing the Xbox & Comp. Life is totally upside down now. I miss the good her, not this.
Eversince he came into her world, everything turns to bad. I don't want her to do all this stupid thing. I just want her to let him go. I want the old her. ):
I wanna share this with someone. But I can't seem to share it out. Her life was a beautiful & clean life until that asshole came & change everything to dirt. I know she loves him, but I don't like the way he's doing to her now. Teaching her how to drink, tell her to skip school & work. While I'm here being a childfreak holding on to everything. I just wish I could give her a hug, kiss her on the forehead & tell her that her lil' sister here named Anati Binte Taslim, is missing her sister. Right now, I need someone to talk too. Someone who can wipe away my tears. Put me in a good state and hug me warmly. Kiss me on the forehead telling me that you are here for me. & to always stay strong no matter what happen.
16years. 16 years I've known her. But now, everything has changes.
Labels: I miss the old eu :(
