Thursday, 25 November 2010 ; 10:17 pm
I Miss♥
I miss calling you 'B'. I miss talking to you. I miss the moment that we text. why are we soo different now? I mean a few weeks ago we were like soo close, but after we planned on meeting each other, I just feel soo far from you. If I'm bothering you, just tell me, I'll stay away from you. I won't even appear in your life, no calls, no message, no nothing. I just want to feel that happiness from you. 2 years of liking you & now... *speechless*.
The moment I told Farah how I feel, I just burst into tears. 2 years.... 2 years I've been holding back those tears & told myself not to cry over him, but WHAT THE HELL!!! I cried in the cinema watching Harry Potter. I didn't even concentrate, I was thinking about the text he gave me. If it's true that I'm just a girl whom you can toy around with, well think again. Hurt me once, I'm fine with it, hurt me twice, I'll keep cool, hurt me for the last time, you're soo dead!!
Randomness♥
Being random on Facebook with lovely cousinn (Sholeha), Wiyah & Ahnienie is in a relationship, soo randomly in a relationship with Leha^^, Facebook wall is full of crapp. Talked about Leha's Dr Love^^, Irwan is also in the picture^^. Got a few advise from Leha, we talk through messages and Fb... Crazy enough, talk about December outing, more fun is coming.
I Want♥
I want
- CUPCAKES
- That nike shoes
- Caramel Frappe
- Pizza
- Cheesecake
- That dress
- That skirt
- Mr Right♥
Lastly♥
I just wanna say that I'm true with my feeling, enough hurt that they've done, I just want to feel happy being around you not far from you.
Dearest Leha & Irwan thanks for entertaining my randomness on Facebook....♥ ya
If 'NO' is for NO life people, then my advise to you is just get a life bitches!♥
Monday, 15 November 2010 ; 8:54 am
FamilyEvery night, I cry in vain, in the morning I smile, in the afternoon I recall. I couldn't let go of those tears, when I'm with my friends, I can only tell them. I need somebody to really listen, feel the pain inside of me, those anger that's been kept long enough waiting for it to burst out. I just need somebody to scream at, somebody who can hold me tightly. I can't cry all night just to see them suffer. When mummy told me about this "war" thing, I can already feel my heart boiling up and just waiting for my tears to burst. I really don't care if YOU call other people stupid, but saying my parents stupid is like finding fault with me. Kalau kau ingat keluarger kau tu WARAK sangat dan kalau kau ingat kau tu pandai sangat, kalau kau ingat aper kau buat tu semuer nyer betol, here's something from me. Kau suroh bapak aku cuci kepaler otak dier tu, kan lebih elok kau cuci kepaler otak kau dengan kepaler otak keluarger kau tu skali, ohh jangan terluper kepaler BAPAK kau tu skali! Kau pergi btol kan diri kau tu sebelom kau nak btol kan diri org laen. Kalau untok anak2 kau tu, kat depan BAPAK kau pakaian mesti sopan, berselubong dengan tudong, biler da kat luar terdedah saner terdedah sini. Itu kau kater kau bagos?? Tak tau didik anak sendiri nak mengater org... If you don't respect MY parents & MY grandparents, it means that I don't have to give respect to an UNCLe with no FUCKING LIFE! You're rude to my parents & I promise you that when I meet you next time I give one hell of an attitude & I promise that I give one RUDE behaviour to you. I hope you die in hell and feel the pain that you've caused to my parents!
Life
Life's okay. Soo many thing's on my mind. A bit stressful, but I can still handle it, been eating a lot ^^ Seriously like A LOT!! heheheee.. Planned with family on going to Malaysia this coming Christmas. Kakak & I planned on shopping there. Christmas mann.... Soo many things on sale^^. Can't wait for ITE life next year!! ^^
Love Life
Love life?? Plain. Single. Happy. Still Smiling. Awaiting for new ones next year... I guess... Ithink soo... Maybe... Who cares right?? ^^♥
