Thursday, 28 October 2010 ; 12:09 pm
I was suppose to update yesterday, but got tired. Anyways just here to update about yesterday.Shockingly when out to grab something with Ismail. :)
Those chocolate muffin he bought was so nice. I'm liking it already. Craving for more actually :)
& I've already made up my mind. I really wanna quit my job. I can't take the heat anymore. It's the hardest thing for me. I got tired every time I reach home and I spend less time with my family and friends.
The moment I got home, I felt like crying so badly. It was a happy day for me yesterday, get to meet Ismail, but after I got home, things were so bad feelings for me. I just can't help it! I've only got myself to blame. But the problem is why am I blaming myself? What wrong have I done? Where's the part that I totally can't take it?
Thank goodness I was okay with Caleb. After Caleb talked to me, I felt the relief sensation, but the pain was still there. Right now, I'm at Farah's house, updating my blog and updating my Facebook. Sick of going to work actually. I'll find a new job soon. :)
