Thursday, 28 October 2010 ; 12:09 pm
I was suppose to update yesterday, but got tired. Anyways just here to update about yesterday.Shockingly when out to grab something with Ismail. :)
Those chocolate muffin he bought was so nice. I'm liking it already. Craving for more actually :)
& I've already made up my mind. I really wanna quit my job. I can't take the heat anymore. It's the hardest thing for me. I got tired every time I reach home and I spend less time with my family and friends.
The moment I got home, I felt like crying so badly. It was a happy day for me yesterday, get to meet Ismail, but after I got home, things were so bad feelings for me. I just can't help it! I've only got myself to blame. But the problem is why am I blaming myself? What wrong have I done? Where's the part that I totally can't take it?
Thank goodness I was okay with Caleb. After Caleb talked to me, I felt the relief sensation, but the pain was still there. Right now, I'm at Farah's house, updating my blog and updating my Facebook. Sick of going to work actually. I'll find a new job soon. :)
Wednesday, 27 October 2010 ; 8:20 am
LifePerfectly ruin, like totally ruin. Why are they so worried about me? Finding me a guy to make me happy? I'm already happy with what I have now, and with who I'm with. Tired with work, having a feel to change it, maybe working retail is better than working as a waitress. Tired of being asked to do this and to do that. Always spotting my mistakes when their mistake is worst then mine. Like who am I?? A 6 year old kid where you have to use small words to make me understand?? Ohh please!! I'm already 16 and I understand every word that you say. & this minah I know I'm new in Swensens, you don't have to make a fool out of yourself just to show me that you're good at this. Like what the FUCK!
Family
Dearest sister just got her letter from her dearest boyfriend in prison. It's the sweetest thing that I've ever read. Lil' brother going through stress because of his exam. He told me going through primary 4 is worst. But I told him, this is only the beginning and there's more to come so study hard and make us proud. Daddy and Mommy, they've been really supportive lately. Don't know why. But I loike! Skip my gym class a lot of time. Damn mann!!
Friends
Dearest Shaqina was in pain yesterday. But everything went out fine. The East Coast outing was sweet. We're still in touch with each other. They're planning for another outing this coming Saturday at East Coast, the same picnic. But I'm not sure I can make it or not. I'm not working on Saturday but I totally need my rest. Ahle told me that my eye-bag were so bad. But I don't give a damn about my eye-bag, as long as my face is clean and not pimples coming out, that's fine with me.
Love life
Love life? Sorry people no love life SINGLE, but I do have a crush on somebody.♥
