Tuesday, 21 September 2010 ; 9:48 am
Follow her to the doctor,
still no use.
Followed her to the specialist,
it help.
But why that dream??
Why that bloody dream?
I've been dreaming about myself,
vomitting blood,
crying in pain,
felt cold & so afraid.
Crying for help but nobody heard me scream.*crying*
Why me? Why must it has to be me?
Seeing my frens smile makes me warm,
but when I'm alone, I felt the heat,
I felt the pain inside.
I wanted to share it to someone but
who would listen?
When I heard that if I would go under the
operation, it might cause my life.
I told the doctor that I don't want any opeartion.
and just give me some medication.
I have to stay positive and eat healthy food.
I know I can do it.
I know I can.
But who could I share this with??
The doctor told me to find a fren that I can count on
and need a frens support....
WHO????
Labels: I'm Sorry. :(
