Tuesday, 22 June 2010 ; 9:56 pm
Okay I'm posting for a reason &
to prove my innocence. I
went to the playground with my
lil'cousin. We were playing
on the swing when suddenly
this lil'boy around 2-3 years old,
came towards me started hitting me
with his bottle(trust me it hurts!!)
I don't know what went wrong
but that boy just hits me as
if I did a huge mistake towards him. As if
I'm a rock that you can hit really hard and doesn't even
feel the pain(he hits me more
then twice okay).
I tried to hold his hands just to calm him
down, but he just continued hitting me.
Then when I tried to walk away from him,
he started chasing me & suddenly he
burst into tears(believe it or not
I was about to cry!!). I couldn't think of anything
else, paniking for a moment(my mind went BLANK!!)
Finally grab my handphone called my
aunt to come down to the
playground a.s.a.p. While waiting, that
boy is still crying and still hitting me with his bottle.
Then about 5 minutes later my aunt came to rescue
me & finally the lil'boy mummy came
to apologize to me. & I went
"No no it's okay" & I gave her
the Okay smile to prove that I'm okay.
When my aunt asked me what happened and guess what I did..
I hugged her, & started crying.
Didn't explain what happen but my aunt knew that
I couldn't get along with children.
I told her why does all
kids treat me this way? Why do they have
to torture me? She told me to
be more patient & try to understand them. I
mean how hard do you want me to understand
them? Do they understand how I feel
whenever I tried to play with them, they just ignored me?
Do they understand how I feel when
every children looked at me in a different way?
Have you ever asked me if I'm okay?
Thanks to that lil'boy
my arms hurts badly. I couldn't move my arms that much.
That's why I'm not that much of a kiddy
lover. But as I try to make them see how hard
I'm trying to understand them,
they just pushed me away,
I'm like worst then Onew Oppa!
(sorry Onew oppa for getting your name involve)
I couldn't get near them, I couldn't get the chance to
hold them nor even smile to them.
It hurts..
It really does!!
Please stop giving me a hard time & always making me cry
whenever I failed to make you happy lil once.
I know I'm not good, but
I'll try harder next time.
I promise you that♥
See I'm innocent!!
Labels: Beast is here people
