Tuesday, 29 June 2010 ; 10:25 pm
You are a friend for lifetime
Sorry if you have to go through a hard time.
But no matter what happen you'll always be
my friend. I wish I could do something to help
you get back on your feet. I know it's hard for you
to fight off this war, but I'm sure that no matter what
happen you'll never give-up. We're here for you. I'm here for
you. Don't be scared. I know it's your last stage but please, the
doctor said try to fight back, I want you to fight back.
I'm not ready to see a friend leave this world. Please fight back.
I know you can do it. Your mom told me you cry again..
What did I tell you huh? Not to cry right? I know it hurts but
you have to fight that pain back. Where's the farid I know? Whose not
even afraid of anything but god? Where did he go? Why is he crying?
I know you can do it. I'm here for you♥
Labels: A friends trust is the key to happiness
Tuesday, 22 June 2010 ; 9:56 pm
Okay I'm posting for a reason &
to prove my innocence. I
went to the playground with my
lil'cousin. We were playing
on the swing when suddenly
this lil'boy around 2-3 years old,
came towards me started hitting me
with his bottle(trust me it hurts!!)
I don't know what went wrong
but that boy just hits me as
if I did a huge mistake towards him. As if
I'm a rock that you can hit really hard and doesn't even
feel the pain(he hits me more
then twice okay).
I tried to hold his hands just to calm him
down, but he just continued hitting me.
Then when I tried to walk away from him,
he started chasing me & suddenly he
burst into tears(believe it or not
I was about to cry!!). I couldn't think of anything
else, paniking for a moment(my mind went BLANK!!)
Finally grab my handphone called my
aunt to come down to the
playground a.s.a.p. While waiting, that
boy is still crying and still hitting me with his bottle.
Then about 5 minutes later my aunt came to rescue
me & finally the lil'boy mummy came
to apologize to me. & I went
"No no it's okay" & I gave her
the Okay smile to prove that I'm okay.
When my aunt asked me what happened and guess what I did..
I hugged her, & started crying.
Didn't explain what happen but my aunt knew that
I couldn't get along with children.
I told her why does all
kids treat me this way? Why do they have
to torture me? She told me to
be more patient & try to understand them. I
mean how hard do you want me to understand
them? Do they understand how I feel
whenever I tried to play with them, they just ignored me?
Do they understand how I feel when
every children looked at me in a different way?
Have you ever asked me if I'm okay?
Thanks to that lil'boy
my arms hurts badly. I couldn't move my arms that much.
That's why I'm not that much of a kiddy
lover. But as I try to make them see how hard
I'm trying to understand them,
they just pushed me away,
I'm like worst then Onew Oppa!
(sorry Onew oppa for getting your name involve)
I couldn't get near them, I couldn't get the chance to
hold them nor even smile to them.
It hurts..
It really does!!
Please stop giving me a hard time & always making me cry
whenever I failed to make you happy lil once.
I know I'm not good, but
I'll try harder next time.
I promise you that♥
See I'm innocent!!
Labels: Beast is here people
Thursday, 10 June 2010 ; 10:38 pm
♥♥I need to find him.
I really really need to find him.
I miss him,
why must it be a short distance look? I miss his smell, a
sweet touch of cigarette smell plus a
sweet tangle of his perfume,
the way his shoulders met my shoulders while he
was asleep. That guy,
just that guy.
Mysterious but
there's just
something about him that I couldn't stop
thinking 'bout. I
wish I could rewind that scene and take a
closer look at him. I
should've looked into
his eyes and smiled
sweetly to him
before we went our separate ways. When
I looked at him, I wanted to smile. But
I've got no guts to do it.
That's way I couldn't stop thinking 'bout you...
And BOY!!
Who the hell are you? & why
do I miss you so badly?♥♥
Labels: I wish I could lay on your shoulders if we ever meet again♥
To my dearest Nadh! Thank you for saving my life.
Attention I'm in love with KYUHYUN!!
Super Junior!!! hehehe I'm just being Random. Kinda fall for this guys♥
